this guy. im telling you..ive known him since freshman year of high school..& we just recently started hanging out again. i always had a tiny crush on him and he knew that. but it never went anywhere..now that its 5 years later, and were 20, it just seems so special, almost like it was meant to happen this way. i cant get him off my mind. everything about him amazes me. and i never expected any kind of feelings like that. he plays piano. hes confident, yet modest. he has the most refreshing sense of humor. hes somehow managed to help me find passion in things i once though beautiful before all of my heartache. hes just the most amazing breath of fresh air. he makes me feel giddy, and nervous..something i havent felt in such a long time. he seems like he genuinely cares about me, about others. very compassionate. hes amazingly fun to be around. seems like everything ive been missing and needing. i kissed him for the first time last night. after we spent an hour sitting in his car, talking about some of the most silly, & some of the most important things. it took alot of courage, and it felt amazing and worth the struggle 100000%. i hope and pray that something more comes of this. ahh i feel better.
Metal Baby
Well, my fetus experienced its first metal show the other night. i already know he/she will love it. Cant wait to bring my kid to shows and ish. :3
just wanted to mention. how absolutely thankful i am for my good friend Lisa. who is also pregnant, & going through aloooot of the same shit that i am. i love ya girlll. & we after like 4 years of being ‘online buddies’ we need to meet fo real!! haha
